my boyfriend is damn retarded la. how on earth did i fall for him? anw, he was hyper yest, even thru phone. and i was sick. guess we had a switch of roles huh?

oh, azhar told me awhile ago that my feminine side shines when i have my fringe down. isnt that like my normal hairdo?
(thats not de way to counter me la azhar. learn from hanis. he can make me hate him just by counterin me so much. hah.)

im still sick. tis cold nearly caused my death. i couldnt breathe last night when i was sleepin. (i was subconscious) anw, i had a blockd nose. then a runny one. now, both. one side block, one side runny.


im a freak of nature.