Of all de times tt we shud have probs,it had to be during de june hols. De time of de year tt werent Busy. Im so helpless. I dont know what else to de. Im kinda slow at times and i honestly have probs understandin things, esp thru speech.Im damn tired. Wherever this rship is to, its heading fast. Everythin i do will direct or indirectly cause a stir in betw us. Its is SO HArd to be happy now. I really want to salvage tis rship. I better follow more fo mdm rasiahs n her hubby's mentality.

1.)Let de other cool down b4 talking things out. Test de waters now n then whether his ready to talk.

2.)Forgive n forget whadd tt has happend(im quite gd at tis). Ok, i better try to stick by this. If al else fails,

1. hope he still loves u alot or,

2. prepare ureself for a timeout aka break up by some.

Im crappin by now. Im tired of thinking. Ive got loads of acounts tt i have to do by tmrw. And my fam wanna eat out later ard 8. And i sprained my right ankle. And im not spending time with him tmrw. Well, he didnt say to me b4 tt we will be spendin time alot together tis hols so..whads de rush? Being patient has thot me to just w de flow. At least i have a new found bestie - My Very Own Stick and Ball!

Ps: ive realised tt i nvr address de real issue tt made me update. Its Gods doing. I know. Cos i cn add on now but i dont feel like it, i dont want to, i cnt rmbr exactly, i dont wanna recall exactly and i cnt. Im on my way to mdm rasiahs n hubbys step 2 already, thats why. Anw, enjoy de night while it lasts.

Pps: i realy hope he stil enjoys himself.