(after careful thot n re-read de entry, i decided not to name anyone.just in case.)

i cant sleep if i dont blog abt tis. it bugged me thruout de time i was washin de dishes just now.


okay. so i askd for help from my dance teacher, who is also a gp teacher la. thot of him when i was bathin just now. as in, i was thinkin of who to ask for help la while i was bathin. i had wantd to ask ms f. but when i thot of mr toh who goes on msn, i thot it'll be easier than smsin ms foong. so by my lucky stars, mr t. came online. i actually forgottn abt askin him la untill i saw de pop-up msg. anw, to cut it short, i guess he thot i was takin it de easy way out. like usin him la. but i honestly wasnt. i was actually v determined to do better for my gp now so for a start, i thot by really goin all out to find whad i was assigned with would be good. i just hoped that he dont think of me as a lazy bum who feeds of others work/abilities etc. i know im a bum la thats y i was damn 'on' to find out more on de assigned task. can i say stupid task? i was just exhausted from findin de same thing over n over again from de net, and still feelin like im not well-informed! anw, halfway thru, i could sense that he was a lil unfriendly.. so i realised that maybe he thinks that i was takin de easy way la.. so i said "nvm. i go crap some nonsense". was quite scared to even use de word nonsense la with him. no, hes not de scary type. hes quite patient in fact. rarely scold us dancers. (but i dont know much cos he didnt teach me any subj. hes usually at tohtuck) anw, i was about to exit from de messenger when he answerd my ques. again. so i decided to stay on and get more insights from a teachers point of view on de education system (yes, i had to do on de diff types of schs n bla bla).


sigh. ive made de whole short story long. ultimately, i just dont want him to think negatively of me. and mr t., im sorry if i had said smtg wrong in tis entry. i want to msg u n apologise but then bloggin came to my mind. im not accusin that you're wrong or anythin else that has a negative conotation. im not. i do hope u read my blog, tis entry, so that u know that im not that kind of person.

i hope i wasnt like that durin my presidency.