im bored now. im goin to my cousins place after de afternoon prayers. she gettin engaged. so exicitin! (to be engaged). so while waitin for de afternoon prayers, i went online. chattd w johan, who is equally bored at home like me. but he's kinda sick. i mean not well-sick. apart from chattin, i decided to bloghop. i went to ppl on my tt i linkd but had nvr read their blogs.

some blogs were dead sweet. i SO adore ains blog. its so... nice. damn romantic. like she made every outing wit her other half sooooo enjoyable. it kinda made me feel somewhad jealous of her and unappreciative of hanis. nothin bad abt that i must say.. its just that i feel...

i dont know whad i feel la. a bit negative on my part. but i realised that i shuld not say bad things abt myself. ive made a vow (some sort) wit hanis. well, im not suppose to degrade myself la. he doesnt like it. and i hurt him by doin so. but it is good. it makes me a better person. more appreciative of myself. have faith and believe in my own abilities. well, yeah. for me. he do these little things for me.

well, i shuld take more pics of us. he always look gorgeous in photos. i just LOVE those eyes and Smile.


umm.. on the other hand, i just realised that i shuldnt be too inconsiderate of other ppls feelins. must blog concisely and sensitively.


however, tis IS my blog. but no worries. i will still be sensitive.



or u guys can just avoid readin my blog altogether......