Tuesday, June 27, 2006
1:31:00 AM
I love you sweety.
I do not know how to type a very nice intro so i just tell you how i feel (that i love you). And also because that is de first thing that comes to my mind.
I really do love you. You're de only one i would want to be with. I really feel that i dont deserve you. We had ended up countering and then comforting each other on this topic before. But honestly, i dont (deserve you). Im not bein emo or upset or inferior. Im just reminiscin and feelin grateful for de things you have done for me. De effort, de sacrifice and de pain. Until very recently, i never really knew that you would do some things that you said you would do for me. De content of some recent smses that i received from you really moved me and showed me de side of you that i never knew existed. De side that only I showed (well, maybe, a little too much sometimes). De I-would-do-ANYTHING-for-you / You-are-de-world-to-me / I-like-nothin-better-than-hanging-out-with you. You know whad i mean? Im sorry to say this but i guess i didnt expect that you would go to such extent. I know im doubtin you but i guess it was because that side of you never showed. Well, maybe it did but it was too subtle for me. You know me.. I can be super blur sometimes to a point of askin you "Fish got no nose ah?" And please dont take this as a negative entry. This is a positive entry for you. And im postitive myself, fyi. Im not emo.
I no longer have regrets goin to Peicai Sec. Peicaians, please dont get de wrong idea. (esp those Excos. you guys are de ones that made my sec sch years fun). Its just that i kinda regret not abled to experience my teenage life in a girls sch. But, after meetin you, i guess it was fated. So far, till now, it seems fated. Our courtship days were funny. And unexpected (for me). It feels like im on cloud nine when you told me de first time that you had waited for me for 4 years. De feelin was surreal. Like somebody even bothered to wait/dream/THINK of me for that long a period??
It felt quite fairy tale-like just that i didnt expect that de Princess would be me until i saw de Prince's carriage comin towards me. When in fact, de Prince had crossed my path and helped me with my basket of fruits before. But you still prefer to be de Toad.
I cant live without you. You are my boyfriend, bestfriend and to some extent, ONLY friend. You are part of my family and they have also accepted you. You are my life. Im so lucky to have found you and bein your first. And you are tall, dark and handsome. You're gorgeous to me. I love your bod. (no need to gym out so much).
I dont know whether this entry will make you feel better or if you are just fine, make you feel even better. (okay, i need sleep). Basically, its to make you feel good. And to know let you know that i will only love you, despite de number of guys i have ever mentioned. Please dont be insecure. I love to tease you, too.
P/s: de picture is a book that ive read just now. i didnt thought that i could finish de whole book within 5hrs or so. well, it was a darn thin book for someone my age. im 19 btw. anyway, i think de bra looks SUPER real la. like its on top pf de book. but no, its a real picture on a drawn body, on de coverof de "Unexpected Development" book, and laminated. as you guys might have guessd, de cover attractd me.
im superficial.. i do judge a book by its cover. dont i still do, hanis?
Pss: de idea was to mislead ppl who looked at de picture. hmm.. i just realised that i can also attract horny bastards to read my blog when i juxtapose de picture and de title. btw, de girl in de story has watermelons. i, on de other hand, have oranges.
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I do not know how to type a very nice intro so i just tell you how i feel (that i love you). And also because that is de first thing that comes to my mind.
I really do love you. You're de only one i would want to be with. I really feel that i dont deserve you. We had ended up countering and then comforting each other on this topic before. But honestly, i dont (deserve you). Im not bein emo or upset or inferior. Im just reminiscin and feelin grateful for de things you have done for me. De effort, de sacrifice and de pain. Until very recently, i never really knew that you would do some things that you said you would do for me. De content of some recent smses that i received from you really moved me and showed me de side of you that i never knew existed. De side that only I showed (well, maybe, a little too much sometimes). De I-would-do-ANYTHING-for-you / You-are-de-world-to-me / I-like-nothin-better-than-hanging-out-with you. You know whad i mean? Im sorry to say this but i guess i didnt expect that you would go to such extent. I know im doubtin you but i guess it was because that side of you never showed. Well, maybe it did but it was too subtle for me. You know me.. I can be super blur sometimes to a point of askin you "Fish got no nose ah?" And please dont take this as a negative entry. This is a positive entry for you. And im postitive myself, fyi. Im not emo.
I no longer have regrets goin to Peicai Sec. Peicaians, please dont get de wrong idea. (esp those Excos. you guys are de ones that made my sec sch years fun). Its just that i kinda regret not abled to experience my teenage life in a girls sch. But, after meetin you, i guess it was fated. So far, till now, it seems fated. Our courtship days were funny. And unexpected (for me). It feels like im on cloud nine when you told me de first time that you had waited for me for 4 years. De feelin was surreal. Like somebody even bothered to wait/dream/THINK of me for that long a period??
It felt quite fairy tale-like just that i didnt expect that de Princess would be me until i saw de Prince's carriage comin towards me. When in fact, de Prince had crossed my path and helped me with my basket of fruits before. But you still prefer to be de Toad.
I cant live without you. You are my boyfriend, bestfriend and to some extent, ONLY friend. You are part of my family and they have also accepted you. You are my life. Im so lucky to have found you and bein your first. And you are tall, dark and handsome. You're gorgeous to me. I love your bod. (no need to gym out so much).
I dont know whether this entry will make you feel better or if you are just fine, make you feel even better. (okay, i need sleep). Basically, its to make you feel good. And to know let you know that i will only love you, despite de number of guys i have ever mentioned. Please dont be insecure. I love to tease you, too.
P/s: de picture is a book that ive read just now. i didnt thought that i could finish de whole book within 5hrs or so. well, it was a darn thin book for someone my age. im 19 btw. anyway, i think de bra looks SUPER real la. like its on top pf de book. but no, its a real picture on a drawn body, on de coverof de "Unexpected Development" book, and laminated. as you guys might have guessd, de cover attractd me.
im superficial.. i do judge a book by its cover. dont i still do, hanis?
Pss: de idea was to mislead ppl who looked at de picture. hmm.. i just realised that i can also attract horny bastards to read my blog when i juxtapose de picture and de title. btw, de girl in de story has watermelons. i, on de other hand, have oranges.
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