i think im de only one who doesnt blog abt de end of de exams. most of my friends did. im one of de few rare ones.
i guess im..
1. lazy to blog abt it
2. i dont want it to end
yes, as crazee as it sounds, even by myself (i had been lookin forward to post As too ok), i must say that i feel weird. suddenly de day after my last paper, i was wonderin whad am i gonna do to past de time. when de fact is that i had not one, but TWO long list of things that i had worked out to do with friends and hanis. i realised i had forgotten to draw up a list to do with my family. im a bad daughter and sister.
i cant wait to go to de new campus. i wanna see whad im gonna missed out next year. im sure i will complain and regret not gettin retained another year. thing was, i screwd up my promos last year and was being contemplated by my teachers as to whether i should be retained of advanced. and advanced i got. i wasnt really upset when i got to know that i might be retained. i was equally excited for both ways.
anw, de year has passed and im just lucky that i sat for As this year. if i were to screw up (God forbids), i'll still have next year.
so sad. leaving friends and school and de teachers behind.
oh, apart from de entries of freedom by my friends, i also noticed that many who are attached are happy. everyone is lookin forward to spend more quality time with their other halves. i must say that i am SUPER lucky to have my dearest boyfy beside me thruout de gruelling As. i would have given up at de start but my boyfy (and not forgettin my close friends) have always been there, pushing me and encouraging me to press on and just give it a shot. a Good shot. boyfy always have faith in me, even tho i know that he knows what kind of person i am. i am lazy. lazy to think. lazy to put myself in difficult sitchs. so i'd rather let it be or give up. thats me. but not hanis. yes, he can be a slacker at times, or most of de time as he puts it, but he knows he's priorities. i'll always look up to him. can be literally too.
i am equally a slacker like him. i can be worst in fact.
i wanna thank my close friends too, like aishah.j, ayu, aishah.d, ana, maira, ija and shahidah. these peeps have helped me thru this year and esp de few weeks of As. special thanks to aisyah.j who would constantly msg me in de mornin askin me whether im up and ready to meet her and aishah.d in de bus. shah (she hates me callin her that), i think u r one of de closest person i am to in sch. i know you treat all of us de same but i think u r one of my closest friend. you have always been there for me this year since i got really close to you this year. ive never looked back since and i always hope to be close to you.
vivo outing soon ok shah?
to ayu and maira, i have spend my muggin days with u guys. esp with ayu, we have become regulars at sgoon gardens coffee bean. we shall go there again just to lepak, ok ayu? and maira, i know i went out studyin with u for 2 days only but ive alwats thot i can click with you. we have somuch in common. i just thot and feel sometimes that distant feelin. maybe bcos it has been ingrained in me that u have bestfriends that are out of sch and u r veryclose to them that sometimes i wonder whether you'll have time to go out with me. im a high 'I' and high 'I' ppl are afraid of rejections. so yeah. but i really can click with you. and you've got gd taste in fashion. (i accidentally typed 'gd teats' but luckily i realise de mistake.haha). anw, you and me will ave another clubbin date soon, ok mai?
aishah.d and ana, you guys have filled my days in sch with joy and laughter. you guys and ur 'oh,shut up you' line everytime will be a memorable part of my pre-u days. thanks for being there for me too when im down and always helpin me out with home and sch werks. and ur patience have helped too. i wanna tag along when you guys go job huntin. i hope i'll be free. do ask me along. ...... ok nvm. i'll ask myself along. haha.
ija and shahidah, my partner in crime (p.i.c) and 'HEK' girl. you guys are always noisy when u guys meet and brings up any dull spirit or day. de last few days in sch muggin for accounts have been a noisy one with u guys. ija, who's our next target now? and shahidah, 'HEPpy holidays!'.
i miss you guys. like ija said, its an honour to be ur friends sisters. i hope we will be there for each other till de end. do keep in contact and we will have an outing together soon. love you guys.
to my eye-candies, who ever you guys are, you guys will always be replaced so just get on with ur lives.
MILLENNIA will always be part of me. i dont want to copyright but i just wanna say that, if you are ONCE A part of a sch, like me im a MILLENNIAN, you will ALWAYS be a part of it right? A MILLENNIAN.
hahaha.
okay, i gtg. toodles. oh, i forgotten abt khai. khai, thanx for studyin with me too. even tho, 5 years of seeing ur face everytime is boring. hahahaha. kidding. we shall go shoppin tgt too cos despite being a guy, khai here is a gd shoppin partner. cos he'll complements you in whadever you wear. haha. he's a gd guy girls. so dont miss ur chance! (see, im helpin u out k. promotin lagi.)
hanis comin over to help me ard de hse. whad a way to celebrate de end of ur As...