hey, i know how it feels. to have people you know esp your friends seeing you and your team lose. but that's de good thing i admire abt u. u dont mind losing. as long as u gave ur best, you think thats good enough. and seriously, u shouldnt look down on yourself like that. because you are different. you are not like them. really really.and im not just saying it. seriously, i was quite taken aback when i first got to know you. you were de first normal tech/ite malay boy that doesnt speak alot of malay! i was quite awed. but i think it was due to ur clique too. and its good. also, you are always learnin. i realised that you know. you are always with hanis, ahmad, johan and benji. not only you, but sometimes even i feel out of place. (i usually feel awkward ard u guys cos im a girl kan.. duh!) but apart from that, i do feel awkward because i cant be on de same wavelength as them. when i go out with mab n johan n hanis, i feel so dumb sometimes. im so scared to make a fool of myself esp with my words. but u are different. you always ask hanis, ask ahmad when you dont know a term that they are talkin abt. thats a gd thing. even i sometimes are too embarassed to ask. you are also de only ite boy that i know who STUDY VERY HARD for his exams. you were muggin even more than me n hanis during our prelims! beat that man! and you are a gd son, no matter whad u think/used to think. YOU ARE DIFFERENT. YOU ARE NOT LIKE THEM. YOU ARE WAY BETTER. REMEMBER THAT. and as friends, we will nvr look down on you. me n hanis will always try to be there for ur games if we have no plans. HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF! AND WE LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.
