roller coaster.

tonight, or last night, was a big FAT chunk of unhappiness.

i dont want to elaborate. i dont know our current status. i dont know whad i can give you in de future. i dont know how to make things better. i dont know how things will be.


but as cliche as it may sound, i KNOW that i still love you.


i want US. for US. we NEED each other. 4years plus of relationship and friendship for that matter, and so, i hold you very dear in my heart. just as much as i hurt u like i hurt my parents, i still love them, just like i do to you.


LETS BE HAPPY LIKE BEFORE. mmmuachs! iloveyouheapsandheapstoo.