had an online chat w a friend.
suddenly, i felt that im off a spell. like someone had snap their fingers and im no longer in a trance.
i feel bad for thinkin such thoughts.
he's been there for me always.
yes, fantasies are nice but reality isnt always.
whad i want i might not get but its all for a gd reason.
ive got de BEST damn thing and i'll be damn stupid to let it go.
rmbr ur past, dont repeat it.

thank u indirectly for de epiphany, chinchilla. (:
i dont judge u btw.
we just have our moments.
stay strong and think carefully.