im feelin funny.
feelins are topsy turvy.
tis must be a phase.
i cant be wantin tis for real, for long.
my heart has always been for him, for one.
dreams n fantasies have taken a toll.
help me to get over tis phase fast.
i dont want it to be too late.
i dont want hurt, either him or myself.
i dont hate him.
im just confused for now.

feelins are topsy turvy.