just got back. had cheerleadin prac in de aftnn, a short photo shoot w a fren of a fren and quality time w my gfs.

overview of tdys events..

cheerleadin: okay, im DONT want to be de chosen 16. reason bein, IM NOT READY. i cant do a friggin simple forward roll lah! i used to be scared shitless of handstand against de wall and tt requires more strength and i could forward roll w my head as de support. now, i can handstand quite nicely against de wall but cant roll without de head support. im just so phobia i might hurt my neck/head. saw it happend before i guess so i guess im freakd out still.
im likin bein a supporter/loader now. cos im really likin bein able to catch a flyer when they cradle (drops from their high position). i hate it before cos im scared i cant catch them and i wanted to fly badly. haha
im disappointd w myself tfy too. i really wanted to do 2toetouches and a forward roll like whad de rest of de girls are doin but i just couldnt! i thot i could like out-psycho myself from de phobia and accomplishd it. but i didnt and im disappointd in myself. like i aimd to try smtg new/different/challengin to up myself each trainin but i couldnt.
I NEED MATS TO PRACTICE AT HOME.

photo shoot: left cheerleadin at 4pm to meet esther, mairas fren. aj accompanied me. thanks babe. well, de shoot was daring i must say. why? i did a topless shoot.
haha. for real. we had it done at esthers condo, at de roof top. she just needed my torso and yeah........ should i be bloggin abt it??? ok i shall stop here. ask me if u wanna know more.
btw, its a start (i hope) for my portfolio.

quality time w gfs: ana had a bbq. we had fun talkin and eatin at bugis. went to Starbucks at Shaw to lepak. chitty chitty chat chat.. watchd abit of youtube vids, did my outline for athletics, check our mails.. had a blast takin nonsensical photos! my cheeks were sore when we got on de train. oh! got some Starbucks guy wantd someone elses no and he askd his fren who gave it to me. and it wasnt meant for me! haha. funny sia. and stupid. "sorry, wrong white (tshirt) girl". hahaa. dumbass

thanks aj n ad for tdy/tonight. it was nervewreckin, very comfy and outrageously hilarious de time spent. thanks for de love.

i hope u are ok in brunei. stay strong and take care.