oh god, im down w a cold. or maybe flu since my throat is a little itchy.

been doin a lot of thinkin. i think i know whad i want. and as reckless as it sounds (i dont seem so sure yet), i to know whad i wanna do. its de other things tt are not needed tt i need to ignore.

i dont wanna be that dog who loses his bone again. not again. it was good enough de dog managed to reached for de bone down by de bank. or all hope will be lost. haha. so drama.

anw, new lessons for me. i hope tis week wont be so textin cos its assessment wk so that i can adapt to my new time table.

goin back to MI tis evenin. returnin SYF dvds to my dance teacher. been holdin it fo ralmost a year. hah!

well, yest was ok. had fun bein ard them cheerleaders but still felt an awkwardness. anw, it was eye-opener how my chinese frens celebrate their new year. almost de same as ours i must say. and i managed to get an hr lesson on playin an instrument. melvin taught me how to read notes man! woohoo! quite cheem i must say. hahaha but i look forward to makin use of it.

i think i better go and meet bertram. hes in sch now. probably blur and nervous. haha.


Hope for a better day friend.. The end is not yet here.