'You are very smiley today..' says Linda.

and i know it too. i had a good turn out yesterday evenin. i managed to get my ECLIPSEEEE!! ohmygod, i feel sooo calm and excitable at de same time when i got de book. like i just got a date kind of feelin. haha. and then met ayu after my dental apptment. we suddenly rmbrd it was thursday and impromtu-ly decided to go double o. had a blast, with no restrictions haha. and we got free ride home. i must must say, that we have always been lucky enough to meet decent ppl. ppl who doesnt have hidden sexual agenda aft dancin w us. and i thank God for that.

i did have my unqueasiness of emotions in class just now. and even now while typin tis entry. but i refuse to not be happy. or at least smiley. cos im lookin forward to de weekend, tgif, and i just think i should be better tis way. ayu has tried to dust off de dirt on my shoulders tho i still want some of it there to remind me. that i was loved and had been happy together. that i had experienced it. and thank u.

im queasy now cos im anticipatin de readin. new entry. i hope i dont feel emo aft readin. i tend to tho. hahaha. ok, happy happy pleaseee.


you can see how my moods swerve overnight. its truly amazin. how i can change but not change. hahaha. too bad. its whad makes me, ME. like it or hate it.


im savourin my Eclipseeee