8.49pm yesterday
im thinkin of a song tt i cant rmbr by who n its supfuckintatin. i wish i had my mobile music dicktionary now. sighh.. sadden.
tis mornin ard 8ishmy dad is desperate for a new kidney. my mom said he was too hopeful tt hers might werk. well, i dont blame him tho. its tirin i bet. goin dialysis AND werkin. he askd me to give mine if my moms doesnt fit. i just sniggerd in my room n gave a big fat cheeky smile to myself in de mirror. bcos tt has been my bday wish last year for him AND mine. yeah, i wishd i could give him that for his bday - last year and this years. so a part of myself has been wishin tt my moms kidneys doesnt suit him so tt i can give mine.
i really hope i can give mine. i dont think/want to take care of my bros for a wk or more!
its de closest to an escape yet its safe. cos ill have de doctors priority. well, safer.
i kept hittin my head on de emergency box in de train while i was typin tis out on de way to school just now. super crammd train. anyway, The President will be comin to celebrate my bday. hahaha.. well, a belated bday actually. hes comin on de 2nd, next week.
must hide my eyebrow. but my p alr saw it anyway. hahaha. she was jokin (i hope) that wont de thing corrode, when my brain has alr corroded (bcos of all de personal problems i had/have?). ha ha. funny. but i think it IS quite funny. ((:
