..Findin de moment..

all i can do is sigh.
all i can do is cry.
nothin seems to werk.
and im goin berserk!

if nothin is helpin,
then maybe it is not worth livin.
it does not mean you dont care,
its just meant to be fair.

cos all de sins in de world,
cant seem to compare,
to de curse ive uphold
since ive strippd down and bare.

there is no loss cause,
in tis short sad tragedy.
only that im not yours,
and thats cruel enough for me.

i dont aim for Hope,
i dont aim for sympathy,
all i want is not to mope,
and leave behind de things that hurt me.

i will find de release.
i will find de moment.
until then my friends, im pleased
to tell you that im stickin to de decision.