had my first cryin fit tdy. aimin for as little of it as possible in de future. aj did a good job at entertainin and advisin me. i got my Breakin Dawn and we watchd He's Not That Into You. i sniggerd and huffd at some parts, laughd de loudest at de gay guy who got hard and got kinda bored by de amount of kissin scenes. i cried at one part cos it was touchin. he should watch tis show. one of de love story was like ours and it didnt make it. tho it seemd like it would in de middle of de show. another couple had de opposite endin. both reminded me of us. i can relate to those two alot. whad i learnt from de movie was "To move on". i nearly didnt quite get it when de narrator summd up cos i was concentratin on de show instead of listenin. so when i did realised de msg, by de end of de movie, i changed my profile pic on my hp. its de first step to movin on. yeah.. aj was impressd i think. hahaha. i just hope tis strength lasts. im still very much normal now. met my family at hougang mall aft all that. had some quality time. quite keen on family time now. well,so far so good. just hope tis feelin and will can lasts longer than cavin in. i told aj that i guess de previous broke up did me some good. i can adapt quite fast alr. but again, i hope tis feelin lasts longer than cavin in. i need to be positive.

Breakin Dawnn... im soo gonna indulge in you sooon!! oh, i pre ordered de twilight dvd from Borders too! it comes w a poster!! i hope im one of de limited customers who get it!!!!