i guess i knew this day would come.

now its official. NOBODY LOVES ME. especially not him.

seeing it myself... those werds... just made me super sad yet all-knowin at de same time.
"... i dont love you...."
thank you.
youve made it easier for me to do things now. things that scares de shit out of you and things that scares de shit out of me yet it might give me my escape. your constant worryin paranoia has made me thought of that today. though i disagree on doin it today cos i dont feel it now (maybe not yet), but you have DEFINITELY given me options. thankyou for ur paranoia. cos it DEFINITELY didnt crossed my mind.

so maybe, de day has not come. YET.
good job!
save it till ure too free and has too much time to think.

oh look! thats probably around my bedtime!



and dont you worry. noone will blame you. i promise.