12:41 am
you learnt smtg new everyday.

1. ive learnt that ppl do things for a reason. it can be wrong or right (reason) but never for nothin. maybe my rship goes awry n defunct bcos i deserve it. maybe its meant to be. maybe hes actually not de one for me. maybe.

2. seriously, ventin out w someone who is in de same/almost similar predicament as you, really helps.

3. ventin out by dancin your hearts out helps millions too. i beats runnin. both releases 'happy genes' tt i need badly. (counsellors recommendation)

4. movin on might not be so difficult afterall. maybe God is helpin me in some sense of de werd because im actually turnin my heart to someone else. its not tt im showin how true of a bitchy ungrateful slut i am by not holdin on but it hurts much, much lesser when you girly-fy yourself n become an all whiny n crush-stricken teenager all over again. and somehow, many are encouragin. which is a bad n a gd thing.

5. which leads to tonights closin n revelation: EVERY ACT HAS ITS PROS N CONS. its up to you to choose which one benefits you.


12:42 am
wow. 22nd apr. sigh. hahaha...
so much for movin on.
well, im not emoin now. just vaguely thinkin


i woke up feelin lethargic. too much dance and too little sleep. and as i was turnin in bed tryin to wake up, de sound of my inbox (hp) bein full truly woke me up. i rarely get mornin msges now and im still not used to not gettin any msges. so yeah, i fought against de mount of pillows and checkd my phone....

IM A HAPPY BUNNY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))) *beamss!!*