i never thought i could actually feel tis way.
to still feel okay (happy) just so someone else can be happy.

anw, i have tis current HATE. and that is to look up to guys, as in literally. i dont know why but last night/tis mrng i feel so strongly abt it.
maybe it was just me tryin to rationalise myself tt wearin heels does not mean im changin my whole self.

whadever. i just cant get my mind of smtg.