just came back from wadchin Knowin. i bet it made everyone just wanna do smtg good after de show.
it made me feel like all de more sad yet confident?? sad bcos i wish i could spend more time w someone i love. confident.. i dont know. like Maybe i could still do it someday. like before its too late. but then de followup-feelin will be scared. like yeah right, ure so confident u'll be able to do that... and im left feelin sad all over again. like, whads de chances right?? and if i should take away smtg from de show, it should be that de future is unpredictable.
as always.

anw, suppose to stay out somemore but im down w flu since after school. and after wadchin tt movie, goin clubbin isnt exactly a good way to start repentin. i know i know.. my action will only last tonight.. yada yada. but hey.. its a start. and im home startin my whole emoin session again. good righttt? *roll eyes*

other people are havin de time of their lives and here i am.. emoin everytime im online. well, i go online BCOS im emo. so i can vent it out. like duh!

fuckin fuckd up life. im sooo miserable each dayyy!!!!