tis must be for all de dumpin i did. (tt came out wrong) (and tt came out worse)

KARMA.
ive dumpd so many guys for really, no particular reason (some), then. tis must be how it feels to get dumpd. so unwanted. so ugly. so useless. i feel inadequate. i feel disturbd by these facts.

tell me, do i lack anythin? is there smtg i could do to make ppl want me? or is there smtg i shouldnt do at all? ppl need to give me a chance first, to prove my worth now. ive changed. not entirely, cos then whads left of me bein me, right? but i know whad i want now. sigh...

saddend. but hey, life must go on. and i Must live my life.

i will finish up on my fourth song/lyrics. and i will post it here. soon hopefully. :)

2nd Heartache This Season