wtf.
apparently ive been textin to my Orchard laa abt de replacement issue! i thot it was another colleague! curse u m.johan. u confused me.

but then again, everythin seems MUCH BRIGHTER. not in a gd sense i guess.
i chattd w an old friend who knows tis Orchard of mine. de end result: i didnt have a great sleep.
ok maybe last night was cold for me so i woke up mid-sleep. but tt old friend was just like de cherry u would placed on top of a cupcake. de last deco.. de last straw? i dont know.
i was alllll shockd and happy and girly and excitable at 4 in de mrng aft accompanyin de Bear for 'sahur'. cos he textd me tt early. which i was also afraid tt tt old friend actually told him! but i told him not to. maybe it was a big coincidence.

then again, i guess it happens for a reason. and de reason ive deduced now (tis mrng, shortly after relivin my excitable moments and thinkin back of my probably-related-sleepless-night) THAT i am just gonna let it go. after findin out tt a Leo is MY Perfect Match. damn shithole.

i dont want to get burn. i couldnt agree w AD then, bcos she doesnt want me to get burn when i startd gettin all excitable whenever im within distant w Orchard. sigh...

im not ready for any rejection.
im not ready to get dumpd.
im not ready to be messd with.
although, if karma truly exist, i should be gettin it soon.
and terribly.


im lettin go....
so You my dear babe, no more rivalry.
hes all yours.
(: