every chance i got, i blew it awayi thought im over you
apparently im not
for now, ive been feelin shitty
and ive been cryin alot
im so afraid that
you will find someone new
someone prettier and smarter
someone that will also love you
ive regretted my stupid mistakes
time and time again
but nothin can be changed
and all i do is cry in vain
i dont know whether you hate me
or still plain hurt
i always wonder if youre coping
but its probably not that difficult
you are always stronger
than i ever was
all your actions are never wrong
so i should not be whinin
because it IS the right thing
that was to happen.
for i am not good enough for you.
and if i do get another chance with you again, i'd rather not.
i will continue to love you.
from afar.
6:15pm, tdy.
