i dreamt of Him tis mrng.
like, i just dreamt of him and then i kinda wake up and i was like no! no! must get back to sleep. come on!!! recall recall!!
well, i kinda manage to do so. for a while. then i dont know whad happend. whether i dreamt of smtg else or i woke up. but i think i woke up cos then i rmbrd feelin pissd w myself.
sigh.
im beginnin to feel like Bella Swan all over again.
aaanyway, i realised tt im waayyyyyyy backdated for my maths. i got really blurrr for like de first 5mins i startd studyin. in de end, i decided to do a review of my sec 2 chapters since i dont have sec 1 book. my skimmin-thru werent tt fast. i still got like maybe half a book more to do.
maybe tonight. hopefully by next wk i can start doin papers without zonkin out bcos i know zilch abt it. hopefully la.
oh, im at de cybercafe again. much more pleasure usin de Internet here cos my house one is DAMN, FARKIN SLOWWW. i'll pay 1.10 only so even tho im effin broke, im fully satisfied usin de Internet here. waste alot of my time at home, waitin. and eventually, i just lost interest. urghh. luckily till july only. but i think its de comp. tsk. must do servicin/repair for both comp n lappie at home soon. dammit.
well, as u can see, im really chatterin nonsense here. cos im at ease w de comp. hahahaah!
my bait of a friend has not textd me. i think he gave up. hahahha!!! or hes busy werkin. now tt he has ord and gotten his ol carrefour job back. gd for him. cos i dont think im up for any goin-outs now. im feelin v homey past few days. buttt, tmrw must go sch. get tt board settled and discuss abt de itinerary for next monday till wednesday bintan trip. dont feel that Up for de trip for a few reasons. like, one, im feelin homey still. two, im still not feelin chatterboxish. three, im not payin for a single damn thing! courtesy of bert. installments ok? promise.
but i hope i WILL enjoy it. i better do.
its not my money.