i woke up early tdy. and so i decided to go for a mrng jog. that was like ard 9.
aft 20mins of runnin, i stoppd. fat burnin run only and ive just startd runnin again so 20mins is a gd timin. so when i stoppd runnin, i feel like pukin badly. but i couldnt bcos i havent eat breakfast. my fault, ok.
durin tis time i had an epiphany. which i cant rmrb now. FUCK.
so awn, aft stretchin, i went home. and
spent 1 and a half hour lyin outside my house! my stuupid brother died in his sleep so he didnt hear me knock and rock de door. at one point my neighbour came out and saw me on de floor. she thought i passd out. chet! ringgeyy!
i plannd on brutally assaultin my brother when i finally get to go in de hse. like grab de 200-page maths book tt was alr on de livin rm table and whack his guts out till wakes up. sooo many ideas..
but in de end, im toooo nice of a person/sister and tt just resorted to givin a pissd look and huffd alot and bury my anger in a packet of nasi sambal goreng.
im in sch now. will do my required werk soon. but before tis, i met bert at tamp and we went for lunch. yes, im a pig.
planned for our trip next wk and i actually enjoyd myself so far tdy. still not in a chatterboxy mood but im still able to entertain him.
i wonder whether He will ever blog again. im slowly realisin tt His last entry had a deeper meanin. co sit sounds like he wont ever update again....
im worried.