if you had askd me about an hour ago to type an entry, for an update for de past 3 days, i would have had much to type.

but now, i have very heartfelt stuffs only.

1. A true friend is one who can curse at you and tell you how fuckin messd up you are, in your face. And did this because she cares.

2. I have only GREAT FILTH for myself and will FOREVER BE GUILT-RIDDEN. if that even counts as smtg.

3. I am TRULY and FOREVER SORRY for ALL DE HURT.
i truly am. from deep within my heart. if i still have a heart after whad i did.

4. I have found a way to conjure de PAIN and HURT, and i Want to feel it.
whad doesnt kill you.... only makes you ungrateful.

5. I left my New Moon in a friends car. So de jist of no.5 is that, I will have Bella's Cliff Divin Experience in my head durin tis Bintan trip.



"As if I never existed...." - Edward Cullen